*moving in slow motion*

days seem to be blending into one... nothing changes. when did life get to be so predictable? many years ago i saw my life going in a completely different direction. when did i get so off track? i had pictured my life being nearly done with school not just starting back, happily married not single waiting for mister right to find me and sweep me off my feet, saw my life with a beautiful healthy little baby, not saying eh i dont think i really want kids. how is it we can make so many plans and see our lives going one way and then all of a sudden its like someone pulled the switch and we ended up heading down a different set of tracks? sometimes those tracks are switched for the better. then again sometimes those tracks are switched and it feels like we are moving in slow motion, waiting for life to pick up and really take off. keep pushing forward. life is waiting to happen!